i hate hot coffee turned cold. tastes horrible. feels yucky.

i hate sweet coffee. i like it bitterbitter with a hint of sweetness. maybe one sugar is too much. har.har.har

apparently im the only one that talks to myself.. in my head. leen looked at me weirdly when i asked her, while shaking her head "no-no".. but its just when im alone. and they are all irrelevant stuffs anyway. like "i'll effin damage ur head if that ball hits me" yes. i am quite ganas. but just in my head la. so if u so happen to hit me with a ball, dont worry i'll just smile and say "oh its ok. no worries" and i'll start cursing u like no one's business in my head. oh jun, no worries. i didnt curse u. im serious. hehehe.. cos u offered to intro me to a plastic surgeon to fix my nose. hehehe

i have a fuckin ton of stuffs to do. and im no where near completing them. like i was just tellin de, i need a slap back to reality. and he offered me a kick.

i need to start acting like a real true 3rd year university of melbourne student. that means going for all my classes. doing all the required readings. participate in class. make arrangements with tutors.

i got my ticket to go home. and im now having mixed feelings about it. sl said i should just move on. the chapter needs to be closed nways. on the other hand, wj asked if i could really just leave everything behind and move on? i said "why not?". but then why do i feel like this all of a sudden? those who knows me well knows that i cant wait to get my ass to shanghai. and to start a whole new chapter. brenda said to prioritise. pr used to be a main thing. God knows la what happened to it now.

maybe that explains why i crave for bitterbittersweet coffees these days? my life seems so hazy all of a sudden. maybe.. just maybe.. i'm stuck in the 'grey' area in life. in which, we refer to it as a phase that will pass us by.. *sneers*

okaayy.. the pressure is really starting to build up on me now. and all i know is..

i.cannot.fuckin.screw.this.up and yes, wh said to persevere. and i will do just that. and to the rest of u, do what u do best. ContinueKeepingAlyshaSane.

need to keep this short. mamydada just asked to go tenren again. goodness. 3 times in a row. n i used to anti that place. and now, investing in it pulak. all cos of who? twins! geez, i must be outta my mind. hehe *winkS*

mwaaahhhssSss~!!

i was rummaging thru dee's bag and then i found an extra wallet. empty wallet. except for 70 cents in it. so i asked her "dee?? why u carry empty wallet around??" to which she answered, "oh, this is useful for when i bump into homeless people that ask me for money. i will just take this wallet out and show them that i do not have any cash in there and they can have my 70 cents if they want to".

this is what u get from a pharmco honour's student. trust her to come out with the wittiest ideas but still logical in some sense.

hence, we shall all start carrying empty wallets in our bags. make sure got no atm cards in there too.. cos apparently they will ask u to go to the atm and withdraw cash. tsk tsk.

time for tenRen and "boobies" jelly ;)

haha

and ppl kept askin me.. and note, mostly guys "what's with u and sugar?" or "errr u like sugar alot issit?" hhahaha and then only i realised that i memang ber-sugar here and there.

anyways,

you've all heard of StilettoJoolz. and if you havent, shame on you! click HERE for the latest sophisticated Bazooka collection. really reallly tempting. i was just thinking, will the person i punch, while wearing the ring, get injured kau kau? good for clubbing. can "whooopss" kononnya-accidentally punch the ma-lat-lou in the face. hahaha..

the latest new addition to my accessories collection is CloudLittleBlessing's pieces. and again check it out HERE! it has a sweet, feminine touch to it, perfect for girly-girls..bracelets, necklaces, handphone chains n even men stuffs :) and since this week Jerlle will be mailing me some stuffs, people in Melbourne take note : if any of you are interested in any of her pieces, let her know n let me know. i'll just get her to mail it altogether. asap. hao ma?

alternatively, just click on StilettoJoolz and CloudLittleBlessing's link on the side. ta!

other than that.. hopefully i'll be able to survive the coming weeks. tentatively, i'm looking to survive until june 13th. and WH, its not fair that u get to go home on the 8th! while im still struggling here! *boohoo*

wheeee!!! finally everything is in place. jau kum sin lah. thanks ally for ur mini tutorial! erm the reason i changed domain was cos xanga was being very unfriendly towards me after so many years. but then mana tau i realised that blogdrive lagi la lansi. damn suit me more. hahahh.. but then i'm already missing xanga for its friendly easy-to-use features for computer retards like moi. and why didnt i just go for blogspot? because it doesn't work in china.
and again im just testing. yes ally, i copied this pic off u and i've decided to post it everywhere. i like the photoshopped with words effect. wtf. hahahaha

hello hello!! testing 1-2-3!! this blog hasnt been very friendly towards me. still thinkin if i should switch to this domain or not.